Looklet

Gah! I love it. Haha. :) Gotta love a creativity outlet. Pst, thanks Sha. ;D

I've got two looks so far. HA HA.
I like them. If you don't, sorry ah.

This one's called:

The Hippy Hippy Shake

This one's called:

Hello, Twiggy.

Danke, danke.
xoxo

Howdy, Hi, Hello!

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:)

OH MY GOD, HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN?

I miss you.
Haha.
No, really. I do.
Mmhmm, sure.
Seriously, I miss you!

*And that, everybody, was my intense dialogue with meself... in my head*

I need to get out more.
But, oh well, what are you gonna do about it?


SO! How 'ave you been, old, (ish, I forgot the word I wanted to use), dead blog?
I have been busy doing absolutely nothing.

Current status: unemployed.

I have been having writer's block, which is an absolute bitch! I mean, I haven't written anything acceptable in, like, months. It's frustrating, cause that's usually how I get my creative juices flowing. But, I haven't got anything. Ugh! Was supposed to have a picnic tomorrow or Sunday, I think, but Kell bailed cause she's got work. I hate the fact that I'm super lethargic now. I'm to the point where my ass hurts and my eyes are strained. Yeah, it's that bad.
I've mad new friends, though, *barely*, but, mehh.

It's the 10th now.
PLEASE LET ME ACCOMPLISH SOMETHING BY THE END OF NEXT WEEK!

Happy Raya!

Raya was different this year. We didn't go out like we usually do, and this year, we celebrated Raya with my Dad's side of the family instead of my Mum's. Tok wasn't here, and Mak and Dad were. Svenja's here.

.......... so very different.
But still great, nonetheless.




Woke up at eight- ish. My back hurt. Stupid gravity pull. Mandi mandi and put on my new baju kurung. It's black, tapi ada fireworks ish design gitu. :) Put me eyeliner on. For some reason, eyeliner to mengada ngada tak nak sama with the other eye. Ugh. Went to the kubur to visit Abah with Mummy and Svenja. Then went to get ice. Got back home, and dah ada orang dah. So, okay, mingled a little. Helped out a little. A little bit of this and a little bit of that. Rasidi's came over, so I hung out with them most of the morning. The house was pretty damn crowded since it's a normal terrace and there were like, what, 50 people in there? Oh, Iman kept hitting me and saying 'Aha!' everytime he saw me. (I hate you, Aidil). But Iman's real cute. :D Hahah.
People came. People left. Nad gave me three episodes of Glee. Woohooo, finally! So, Dinah, Dan, Man and I hung out in my room for a while since it was pretty crowded downstairs. People came. People left. Again. Then the Puncak Alam-ers came. Haha, Kakak and Fify pakai tudung Siti and Fiya looked like a girl. Gila ah. Lepak lepak jap, then they went home. Then Daddy's friends came over la. Blablabla. Raya day one, done.

Good Raya.

Oh, that's gross.

So, it was just a regular day.
Woke up, went online, beating boredom. Then, I watched Shane Dawson's new video.
Shane, I hate you for that. SERIOUSLY. He, Brittani and Joe watched the BME Pain Olympics video. They made a reaction video. I was so bloody curious, I checked online. And, I watched the video. IT IS JUST SO BLOODY DISGUSTING. I can't believe people would actually do that. Do not ever watch that, it is just sick. Sick, I tell you, sick! Ugh, gross. So, yeah.

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It was Fatin's sixteenth birthday, yesterday.
Happy Sixteenth, gay buddy.:)

It was Aliana's birthday, yesterday.
Happy Birthday, almost sis-in-law. :)

It was Dira's birthday, yesterday.
Happy Birthday, Tasha's sister. :)


Birthdays galore.

Happy Birthday, Ryan Ross!

Aw, my baby's growing up. *tears*
:)


So, George Ryan Ross III turns 23 today. Damn, time flies so fast. I still remember him being a teenager. An adorkable, innocent, teenager. Now, he's all grown up. He's a man. I feel a wave of emotions run through me. Happy cause it's his birthday. Sad cause another year has passed. Grah, I dunno.


TEENAGE YEARS.
He used to put on tons of stage make up. He's the only one who could pull that look off. He put his heart and soul into performing a great show. Makes me cry how he's just, so, different.



TWENTY. 2006
Everything started to work out. Great recognition year. People all over the world started to appreciate your music. You guys won Best Video Of The Year, for God's sake! That was amazing, I hope.



TWENTY ONE. 2007
He celebrated his birthday in a club. (naturally). Brendon and Spencer had trouble getting in. Hahahah, I found that funny. He was with Keltie, then. I used to hate her, purely for a fact that she had this bitch kind of pretty look. Hah. Stupid judgmental teen.



TWENTY TWO. 2008
Was all good. Released the album. Got great (ish) reviews. It was incredible, I belive. Went on tour with the boys. Met kids from Malaysia. (coughcough, hi Ryan). Towards the end, though, things started to get a little shakey.



TWENTY THREE. 2009
Started the year rough. Had some problems. Differences that could not be cast aside. Experimented, at least, that's what the public thinks. Broke it off with Keltie after what I presume was a one night stand. Ryan, why were you stupid enough to let her go? I was starting to like her. Even through all that, I still love you, yeah? Mid year, things got better. Finally spoke out and formed The Young Veins, which is amazing. You look really happy now that you're back on your feet. Gained a little weight. You're not a skeleton anymore. Yay! Hah.

GEORGE RYAN ROSS III, I LOVE YOU AND I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU.

Happy Ramadhan!

So, today's the first day of puasa. It's the 22nd of August, 2009. Oh, wow. One whole year has passed. (Tahun Islam). I remember Ramadhan last year, it's still so fresh in my mind. Oh, we had the sembayang jemaah, and the buat air yaasin, baca doa and everything for the preperation of PMR. Wow. It never seizes to amaze me, how time flies. Like, this year, for instance. It's already August! I've been in the 10th grade for eight months, now. It still seems so new to me. Mehh, maybe I'm just the only one feeling rather nostalgic, but blah, whatever, I'll stop crapping.

So, to everyone out there, maaf zahir dan batin. :)
Sorry if I did you wrong all everything. It's Ramadhan, the month of fasting and forgiving, perhaps? Gah, I don't know what I'm saying.

I'm actually really happy it's Ramadhan. I think it's probably one of my favourite months of the year. It's that time of year when I'm truly content. I have no idea why, but I guess some things are better left unknown. (?!)

OH MY GOD, do I have something to share.
I hate bad grammar. Mine might not be 20/20 perfect, but I'd like to think my grammar isn't that bad. So, right. Yeah. Anyway, there's this link, ttp://www.terengganutourism.com/local_delicacy.htm , which is just awful. I read it like, halfway and I stopped. I just couldn't believe it. The grammar on that page is horrible! It's like, the first result on Google when you type in Terengganu and it's like, the page for tourists to get information on Terengganu. IT'S SICK. Seriously.

Blablabla.

xoxo,
Rossa Gunners.